Heya it sounds like the place does have alot of negative, but i would still challenge you to look for the positives... ive found with myself in such confronting situations as IP that i tend to focus on the negatives to the exclusion of all positives... You say ", I will more than likely go back to it, as I really don't have the motivation to stop myself." What about your study? it sounds like sometimes you talking and sometimes your ed talking.. i would challenge you to listen to your own reasoning if you can and think, if you leave asap will you be able to manage on your own? What plan do you have in place to be able to continue/start study? I know from experience you can study with an "active" ed but your study will be compromised.. so try as hard as you can to get the good out your admission because like someone else said beds are few and far between and even if its not where you feel you beling there will be many things to get out of the admission... also wanted to say weight doesnt determine how sick/in need of IP you are, your just as deserving/in need as everyone else, although i know it can be tough to believe. xx
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