Thank you. :)
I'm just beginning to get a grasp of that. It's a hard thing for me, but I'm working at it! It's hard when I'm bad at maths, science, a lot of linguistic stuff. But when I work at something and figure it out for myself [computer stuff at work, these assignments, and dare I say it... LIFE...] I do learn fast, once I get over the initial obstacle. I need to encourage myself to build my self confidence.
I have a view that I 'kind of suck at relationships/friendship', but maybe I'm not as hugely bad as I thought I was. I'm really not sure. I've always been told in the past that I lack confidence, am shy - or am manipulative and [personality disordered]. People in my life now who know me well give me credit for what I do well in relating, and for the most part tolerate my occasional crankiness, peevishness, spaced-out ness.
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