Physically I feel sick and headachy which isnt nice. Taken some anti emetics though so it shall all be ok. My paranoia is getting really bad, it sounds insane but the thoughts in my head their telling me certain poeple i know are out to get me and if they can they will hurt me in some way, im convinced that all groups of people i know are talking about me to in a bad way. and i really dont want them to :( i dont want people to hate me. I know im a bad person but i really hate being the bad person i am.
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