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Azmodan · 17-08-2012, 08:32 PM

I don't trust them, and they're screwing me about.

A year ago I was forced into hospital against my will for 3 or 4 months. I stopped harming 5 weeks ago and it was incredibly hard. 4 days ago I hit rock bottom and I feel really unsafe, I told my psychiatrist and begged him to admit me for two weeks before college starts so that I didn't fall back into self harm. He said no. Now I'm harming again, back to square 1.

I just feel like there's no point seeing these people if they're not going to take into account how I, the patient, feel.

17-08-2012, 08:32 PM	#3
Azmodan So I said... Watch me? Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Scotland, Fife I am currently:	I don't trust them, and they're screwing me about. A year ago I was forced into hospital against my will for 3 or 4 months. I stopped harming 5 weeks ago and it was incredibly hard. 4 days ago I hit rock bottom and I feel really unsafe, I told my psychiatrist and begged him to admit me for two weeks before college starts so that I didn't fall back into self harm. He said no. Now I'm harming again, back to square 1. I just feel like there's no point seeing these people if they're not going to take into account how I, the patient, feel.
	To say I'm completely devoid of morals, would be harsh. Although I would have to admit I find it difficult to give a ****.