hey Michelle!!
you are not alone in this, i would say it was quite normal.
when people (staff in this case) see you go through and help you through such bad times, its normal to feel some attachment to them, especially being there for so long, you see these people most days (depending on shifts), and they know lots about you, you confide in them etc
you are doing brilliantly, and maybe because you are doing so well, you are clear minded enough now to think back to that time in this way.
( i may be talking complete rubbish, but just an idea!)
x
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