I have always worried what people think about me and stuff but since my problems i have always worried that my mum says things to her friends etc but also what my dad and brother say about me. I think my mum more so because i live with her but still. I also saw messages she sent her friend once and they werent horrible but they werent nice either they made me feel like i was a burden and a problem.
Sorry to sound mean but im glad im not alone in feeling this way.
Its just like i thikn she hates me and doesnt believe im ok when i am and thinks bad things about me even if she doesnt, im convinced in my head she does think that.
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