[HealingAngel]

So just a heads up, I have anxiety issues to begin with. And okay, so I know the chances are virtually nill but I'm being that typical 16 year old girl who is way overreacting and I'd just like it if someone could please calm me down and get me to relax... please just reassure me because with each day that passes my level of anxiety increases tenfold.

I'm a virgin, and my boyfriend and I are always careful even when we mess around... but last time we messed around I'm pretty sure he finished himself so... I'm not sure if maybe he got any cum on his fingertips. I was really caught up in the moment and we didn't even think about it. Even then it would have been "cleaned off" by either of us sucking on it but then he fingered me for quite a long time and I know you can get pregnant even by precum, but it was just his finger... but he did get really deep...

(Also I'm a virgin but I'm pretty sure my hymen already broke).

And well, my periods are always really irregular and really heavy...

They've always been so irregular I don't even bother recording them because normally I can just tell. Except one day it can earlier with no warning while we were intimate and it was mortifying so I have tried to start recording anyway.

I had one June 2, one June 28, but I haven't had one since and now it's August 10 and I'm freaking out. That's a long time!

I can't be a pregnant 16 year old virgin. Holy ****. That would be... unheard of. I feel stupid but my imagination is getting the best of me... And my anxiety issues are not helping so I basically want someone to calm me...

Also, I'm going to his house tomorrow... Should I tell him I'm on my period even though I'm technically not yet just to avoid it coming while we are intimate again?