I'm not ok, Im not ok, Im not ok. I dont deserve help fine what the fuck ever. I feel like noone cares, I feel alone and I just want help and support. At the moment it feels like noone would care if i died, not the doctors, not friends maybe not even fmaily. What do i have to live for? I miss feeling numb I hate the intensity of this.
I can manage to watch shorter tv programs. and i do try to watch them to distract mysself. But why should I try if i dont care and noone else carees?
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