But all I do is **** everything up, like today, I was tired and cranky and said something without even thinking, and now someone hates me because I said something I didn't even mean.
I don't even know what I want any more. I guess I just want to feel safe, because right now all I can think of is what if I do someone stupid, what will happen to me, what will happen to people around me etc
Nothing has any meaning any more, my life now revolves around cutting and feeling like I am loosing my mind.
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