Ah, it's difficult when you're worried about people reading it. Although unless this person has an account on here, the chances of him stumbling upon it randomly are fairly small, especially if you replace names and places with X,Y,Z.
I'm so sorry things are tough, and I really do understand your frustration with services not taking you seriously. I think the best thing to do is to keep persevering with them and telling them again and again how you're feeling, and in the meantime doing the best you can to stay safe. Do you have any friends nearby who you might be able to meet up with, to give you stuff to look forward to?
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