Can you maybe throw out the thing you've been using to suffocate yourself? Do you want to talk a little more about the things going on in your life that are making you feel like suicide is the only option?
And I know crisis teams can be crappy sometimes, but it's worth persevering. Try watching a film, and then if you still feel unsafe, ring them up and say "I've tried watching a film, I'm still feeling like doing x,y, z".
Take care.
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