so when i was twelve or thirteen my sixteen year old brother took advantage of me when i was drunk. he climbed into bed with me and kissed me and touched me and tried to take off my clothes. i lay frozen with fear pretending to be asleep so he eventually gave up and when he fell asleep i snuck away and never told anyone.
now, six years on i told my mother, because what he did has haunted me and living in the same house as him for years has completely destroyed my mental health and my childhood. nothing has happened since, but i live scared that one night he will come back into my room. since telling my mother she has done nothing. he denied it and she told me to get help for the problems i am having. she says she doesn't disbelieve me, but she won't throw him out so i can live in peace and instead favours him and lets me suffer endlessly.
please someone tell me what to do, my entire family have turned against me for telling them the truth and i can't bear to live with that monster.
