Thank you for the thoughts, it's very much appreciated. It was about nine years ago that everything happened, and I kinda blocked it out until about a year ago so I think that might be a lot of the problem. I've been writing down the details in the flashbacks and nightmares and it's actually helping me feel better afterwards, but they are slowing down at all, I think I just need to give myself more time to work through it all. I'm actually feeling a lot better today, so I'm feeling more hopeful than when I first wrote this. I just wish I could stop waking my husband up when he has to get up at four for work. Ah well. He loves me anyways :P Thanks again for your help. Thanks a lot.
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