[Cazki]

aww thanks your all so lovely here i wasnt going to post tonight but i need to. Im so fed up with everthing going on at the moment. I m so angry at my so called friends at college they were my bloody friends for christ sake and what they bloody did to me was bullying and they reckon im in the bloody wrong grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! im so fucking angry at them. I would never hit them because i dont do hitting i really dont condone violence or believe in it. I thought i was past all the bloody bullying but im wrong. Seems like iv got more of it to come. I wish i was dead but every time i go to i fail to go through wiv it but last night was incredibly close i really needed to talk to someone and there i was sat in my room feeling suicidal and my paents were asleep i was worried that if i got up to go downstairs i would be caught or they would find out. I didnt go to bed till 4.15 am. I dont really think im that great but there you go. they wer eth eclostest friends i have location wise otherwise th eonly riends iv got are on here and im being honest. I have no one else