[edizzle.]

So I've been staring at this trying to figure out where to start. But I guess I just need someone to talk to. And who better than people who are probably suffering through it too.

(PS sorry for disappearing. I've been dealing with alot.)

Over the past few months, my depression has gotten worse. (I suffer from bipolar disorder II) Like I don't even feel like I have anyone to turn to anymore. My friends have like fallen off the face of the earth. And when we do talk, it feels like we're strangers. I feel so alone and so unmotivated. Like it was a struggle just to go to the bank the other day. I can't sleep. I'm up til 6-7am every day and then sleep til 1-2pm. (My biological clock is all messed up + I was a bit manic last week.)

I don't even like to go on facebook anymore because everyone is graduating or having a good time and it makes me feel worse because I can't afford to go to school, I can't afford to get my car fixed. I feel like I'm slowly fading away.

I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore. Some days I just want to stay in my bed all day.

Does anyone else feel the same way? Or am I truly alone in this?