[monkeygirl322]

I hope i've put this in the right place. i'm 27 years old and currently 16 weeks pregnant and recovering self harmer but it has not gone down well with my parents, yes i still live at home. but telling them i am pregnant my parents are kicking me out at the end of the month. so that it will give me time to sort everything out. i wish now that i was not pregnant they have just made me feel 10 times worse. i have an older sister who treats me like i'm a child not a adult living my own life. i know that i can move in with my partner but i just wished that they had taken it a little better. i know that i do not have a job or money, but the pregnancy was an accident, right now i wish that i was not pregnant or have had a termination, but i could not go through that. i just feel like they do not want me here, but that does help how i feel they make me feel like its not worth carrying on. but it not just me now. my dad won't talk to me, my sister just moans and my mum is stuck in the middle. so i have less then a month to sort everything out bills my room. and i just can't deal with it. and i know before long i will end up cutting. but it seems like i have no one to talk to.
rant over