I emailed the samaritans last night and iv just looked about 15 minutes ago and i got a reply from them. I was all ready to go through with my plans to kill myself last night i didnt go to bed untill 4.15 am. My really special friend had texted me earlier to say that she is going on holiday for a week im really missing her so much all ready. I kept planning to do it last night but when i thought of my firend being away for a week i couldnt do it. But i feel so down all i keep thinking about is doing it but when i go to i think of my friend and then i cant go through with it.
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