Hey,
Thanks for the reply :). Im still really triggered. I tried ringing HTT last night and once again no one rang me back :(. I was so close but somehow I got the courage to talk to the bf.
I used to stop myself majority of the time by reminding myself how much I vomit after a few hours but in my last one I didn't vomit at all so it's hard to stop myself now as I showed no symptoms of having done a OD at all :/.
I just hate knowing I'm too unsafe to be in the community at the moment :( x
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