Know logically if I was to speak to someone in my position I'd tell them it wasn't their fault...but let's just say I blame myself. Yes it's probably irrational but it works in my head.
Today? I'm pretty bad but we've got people over for Adam's birthday BBQ but I'm drinking which I guess is dangerous.
I've got to the point that I can't talk to Adam about it...I've withdrawn too much into myself.
x Katie x
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