I happen to think you are a very courageous and strong person.
I also have bad anxiety issues and after quitting high school, locked myself away. I have just now started working on my anxiety and making myself go to places that has crowds of people around (it is overwhelmingly stressful and makes me unbearably anxious so it ends up making me want to crawl back into my safe cocoon and hide). Yesterday I managed to prove to myself I could do it and went to the gym (I could only stay for 30 minutes before I started having a panic attack but I made it that long at least and it was a huge step for me.)
For you to be able to do all those things makes me inspired that maybe I can to. Don't give up now, I know it's hard but you have made so much progress and you are on your way to getting your life back.
I don't really have any advice I just wanted to say how your progress has inspired me and made me realize you can move forward even when it feels like you can't.
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