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Originally Posted by talaiporia

Hi. I'm sorry to hear things are so difficult right now.
Hmm. What about giving it to a friend to look after, that you could trust?

Take care.

Hey, thank you for your advice. I really appriciate it. Unfortunatley, there are no friends who I can trust with my money. There kind of aren't any friends at all, as embarassing as that is to admit. I really have nowhere to turn to with my situation. My grandpa actually just came by our house to visit and he insisted that he give me five dollars. I tried to refuse it, I told him to keep it, but he wouldn't hear it. He insisted I have it, and so I took it. Now I have even more money to worry about. Five dollars can buy me around three or four blades. Damn it, not I'm in even deeper. I appriciate my grandpa being so nice. He just doesn't know what my life situation is and what I'm going through and there is no damn way I could ever tell him. He already left now, but I keep thinking about the money in my dresser and the blades, they seem to call to me from the store. I don't know what to do about anything.