Thank you so much Helbaby <3 It means a lot you saying this.
I remember, your Dad, *cuddles you* I'm sorry if this brings up bad memories of it, well, all!
I'm glad she's made that step to at least get help, but doubts are filling me up, you know? How do I know she won't drop out and get worse again? How do I know she won't give up on it? How do I know she will even go and cooperate and try to get better? I don't. I don't, and from what's happened in the past, I've no reason to believe any of it, but part of me does... part of me WANTS to... because I can't stand to see her doing this to herself... because she deserves better... because I love her, no matter what she says or does.
I do blame myself in all honesty, I always do, always have done, doesn't help that certain people have said it is my fault, but yeah, I already do, I don't really need the memo!
Thank you baby, I'm glad I'm not alone with this, and that you can relate, I wish you couldn't though because it's not good you can relate but it does help to know you can...
Thank you again angel.
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