[LouLouD]

June 22nd Well had (removed food items), all before picking up the children from school. I think if I'd had none of these things in the cupboards, I probably would have eaten anything. Bizarre exploits in the past have included ; (removed food items) .. Obviously if I were to plan a proper binge it would be going to the supermarket and straight to the confectionery aisle for (removed food items) - in some strange, malfunctioning part of my brain this makes it more of a 'balanced binge' as it's sweet and savoury. Wow, the lies that my addiction is willing to tell me in order to justify overeating eh? Anyway, going to try to cook a normal meal for kids and husband, as to whether I will eat again today, not sure but then again it is carbonara..mmmm