I'm starting to think that this is a problem. I am feeling kind of disorganized. I was very involved in participation in class today. After class some of my classmates were laughing at how direct i was. I said "its hilarious isnt it? and you would tell me if I get over the top right?" these two people know me and know whats going on and they said that I kinda was over the top today. I worry about teachers accusing me of being on drugs or something. I have so much riding on right now and I feel better than ever before. I've really never been manic for so long. I worry about waking up tomorrow thinking I'm God even though I've never had thoughts like that.
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