I completely understand how you feel as well. I can't get my lisence i am way too scared to go through with the final test. I avoid doing many things because I'm scared my anxiety will just hit at any time. It's really hard but I found that forcing myself to do things helped me to be a little more confident no matter how nervous I was. It's the anticipation of things that get to me. I would force myself to go to interviews, and I finally found a job I am comfortable with and I won't be leaving it because it is too stressful to lok for another, I dont really need to anyway. Try and force yourself no matter how hard it is. You feel so happy with yourself afterwards. Maybe start with small things, like hanging out with differen't people who you aren't that comfortable with. If you can't do it, then that's not a problem. I think taking small risks and steps will help you.
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