Thank you Anna. It's good to hear from you. The funeral is on Friday (29th).
I have no words right now. I haven't slept and my flashbacks are causing me so much physical pain I feel like I'm dying anyway. I have a GP appointment tomorrow but I'm scared if I tell him about urges to hurt someone else I'll go IP or to jail or something.
I just...I can't keep on. Not now.
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