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Originally Posted by xJadex

Hi,
Thank you for your reply, It means alot.

The problem is i've started to see it's getting worse like i'm paranoid and think i'm some sort of freak and i think everyone that knows wishes i wasn't around because i'm like not human or something. I also keep thinking theres camera's everywhere like on that movie the Truemen show (where this guy is kept in a fake world and everyone is actors and cameras follow him but he thinks it's all real). I know it sounds so stupid and werid andI keep trying to make myself think that it's not real but sometimes it seems it.

I've only been referred to adult services by camhs and my camhs psych asked them to refer me to like a mental health nurse.

Thank you for the hug <3

I feel very similar. I got told I was psychotic today for the first time I've been in the system a while & already know a fair bit about psychosis but I hated hearing that word. You are still human *hugs* it just depersonalises you sometimes, having these labels put on you rather than you getting treated like a person. I also get paranoid about life being one huge joke & people watching me.

You're not alone x