I understand, I've been dealing with the same thing for quite some time <3 well it's definitely depression, are you on any medications for that? Because the right medication can help. Unfortunately, I wouldn't know though, because my psychiatrist can't seem to find a suitable medication for me -_- but I hear that they're helpful haha :P
And this is a little bit of a hypocritical speech for me to make, since I think about suicide quite frequently, but you do NOT deserve to die. I don't know you, but you seem like a lovely person. And you want help. And things can get better, I've seen it happen before. So hang in there <3
What kind of things do people tell you when you try to tell the, that make you feel worse? Hopefully I didn't just say any of those things...
But I totally understand what you mean about them being comforting too... It's very weird and hard to explain but I very much understand that.
Anyway, I'm always here if you ever need to talk about anything. Feel free to PM me anytime! <333
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