intensive outpatient program.
i was in it a year ago, and ever since I have been in contact and see the therapists for a visit every few months. its strange for me to be able to see a therapist once I leave, but this is a healthy relationship/boundry or whatever you want to say.
But I speak to them, and I dont want them to think im faking it. or be disapointed.
i dont want to eat and i want to loose a ton of weight. but i guess i sort of wish that I didnt care. but I do and i hate myself.
I want to go back. I got so much out of it last time. I need to be back in art therapy. I need art therapy. and I want this art therapist. I love her.
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