Thanks for the replies.
I really want to try some meds but nobody would agree because of my history of overdosing.
I do want to get better but a lot of the time I just don't have the strength to not damage myself. I often torn between doing well at college and aiming to be a vet and trying not to ruin and destroy my life.
My counsellor is nice enough, I just get angry at him for little reason, it like it with most of the people in my life so I try to keep them at a distance more for their sake than mine.
I think from the questions that have been suggested to think about I should prob stay in therapy, just got to hope it starts to help some time soon :/
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