Sorry you are struggling so much at the minute. I can relate to a lot of what you are saying. With things feeling unreal, is there anything which may be remotely grounding for you. I find that if I am feeling unreal if I try to comfort myself using my senses that can help, music really helps for me, or cuddling a cuddly toy or something, just something comforting. With not knowing who you are, that is really difficult to deal with. I'm not very good at getting over that myself, I'm afraid I don't have much advice for that one, but, like anything else, it does pass, eventually.
Is there anymore coping mechanisms (good ones) that you could use? Like distraction or something, like a film, or a favourite TV program?
I don't think anyone is ever beyond help, sure it is very difficult at times, but there is always hope, and always help. Have you got a CPN or someone you could talk to, are you in therapy atm?
if you ever need to talk more, you can always PM me. I hope you feel better soon.
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