Hey Ash,
Sorry to hear you're struggling, but am glad to hear from you. Sounds like things are really difficult for a whole host of reasons :( And fighting with your Mum wouldn't have helped either, especially which such hurtful things she has said. I'm sorry she said those things to you, walking off was a good move. It sounds like if she apologised she didn't mean the comments (even though I know they're still hurtful).
For what it's worth, you reach out for support when you need it and to me, that shows you're taking a lot of responsibility, and that's only the small section of life I see through here. And you are doing that writing too - how's it going?
The change over would be tough, especially as it's all in the air at the moment. Do you know what is happening, are they still searching for someone?
Guess I just wanted to let you know I am here. Struggling is difficult and you deserve to feel better than this. But until you do we're here the whole way to try and help you feel a bit less struggley.
xx
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