Sorry, had to ask just in case.
Really, even if things seem insignificant, the fact that they've led to such a big event, means that there really aren't that insignificant to us. I know what you mean, and I'm sure most people here would agree they've had a similar incident where a 'small' thing has triggered a 'big' incident. It doesn't make you a failure. It makes you human. Sometimes weird, random things, have huge repercussions.
Which country do you live in? Befrienders have a website with helplines and stuff worldwide. Also, Samaritans (UK) have an email/text/phone service that (as far as I know) can take international calls/texts/emails.
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