I can't believe it has been 123 days since I last cut myself. I can't believe it has been that long. I never thought I would be able to last this long without cutting myself. I thought, in the beginning, I wouldn't even last a week, let alone 123 days without self harming. I still get urges and some days, they are really strong (like this week, they were particularly strong). I thought this week would be the end to the streak, but I didn't give in. I've been distracting myself, to get my mind off of it. I've also started doing the butterfly project( which is where you draw a butterfly on your hand or wrist or leg doesn't matter where you draw, but I keep mine hidden). So far, it has worked. Other thing(s) I've been doing is playing computer games and listening to music. So, I guess that's it for now. I'm just really happy right now that I've made it this far!
