Well today at like half 7(doesn't sound very late but it gets very dark at that time),and well i was walking home,was going to get the bus but it's sunday so not many buses. And as i was walking home this guy stops me and asks me where i was going and stuff so i thought erm ok,but i told him and then he took me down like this little ramp thing to go into tescos(very long and dark) but as tescos was shut he said he was going to the petrol station,so we got there and he said did i smoke so i said yeh and he bought me cigs(:S). So anyways we got out of there and he went "anyway my name is Ali" so he put his hand out,me assuming me wanted me to shake his hand,and as i went to shake his hand he held my hand,and held on very tight,so i was trying my hardest not to cry,and we walked a little and his hand started to loosen so i pretended i was looking for something in my bag so he let go. After about 5 minutes of walking i said i had to go home because it was getting dark so he said "can't you stay a little longer,if it gets dark i'll drive you home" so i said that i really shouldn't but he grabbed my hand and said it'd make him happy,so i felt too cruel to say no. So we carried on walking,and he asked for my number so i(very very very stupid) gave it him,i somehow thought if i gave him the wrong number he'd get me
Then he just said i could go home and left me about 20 minutes from my house.
I ran home as fast as i could,and went to my room and cried my heart out and just stayed there staring into space. I phoned my boyfriend and told him still crying down the phone and he kept shouting at me and saying how could i of been so stupid to walk home in the dark.And said i was a selfish bitch,and that going for walks at night is just stupid and dangerous.I know i should just leave him,but i just can't,i can't do it.
So here i am,sobbing my heart out,the guy i thought i could trust the most doesn't even care about my feelings.
Sorry to rant but yeh i thought you guys would have more sympathy than my own boyfriendd.
Yaz xx