Nobody knows about my self harm except for a couple of people in my house, and they've promised not to tell, they don't know how bad it can get though. My roomie just tends to call my name a couple of times if I don't get up and then assumes i'm not going in so she leaves me alone. And the matron doesn't get in until 10...
I don't know what to do, I don't want others to know cause it'll get back to my parents, and if it gets back to my parents, I'll be miserable cause I work with clay and jewellery and stuff and they'll take away my knives (which aren't what I use btw) which means I won't be able to work anymore... yeah I don't make much sense but whatever... I really don't want my parents to know so I tend to keep stuff quiet.
And that also means that if they stumble upon a bag of pills, that's the end for me.
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