I'm seeing the DID specialist again on Monday. He is very kind and gentle but the last session was rough and I was very dissociated. I'm stressing about that. There was backlash from that session. One of my parts came out and jammed my hand in the door a couple dozen times. Deep tissue damage.
I'm... Just not coping. I want this to end.
Plus I got weighed this morning and I've gained weight and I hate hate hate it.
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