I feel like I should be punished because I feel like I was a mistake. Like I'm a bad person. I feel like I don't deserve to live which hurts a lot because suicide fogs my mind. But.. the thing is I realized the other day, that I am really scared of life and growing. I need to deal with my issues not move forward at the same time. It's like life doesn't want me anymore.. like it's forgetting me or something, idk.
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