i alwasy felt like i wasnt meant here as i didnt SH but as i think about it i do.
until yesterday i had never cut myself but all got too much and i needed something new to try to cope. i restrict my food and scratch alot usually. my biggest problem recently tho is restricting my sleep which only makes things worse the next day. i have been on a downwards spiral recently and have ended up cutting and now its all im thinking about while not sleeping.
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