Hi All,
Well things seems to be moving ahead at quite a pace at the moment and I'm not sure I'm keeping up.
I have a GP appointment on Thursday to discuss "depression" although today I don't feel so bad.
I'm seeing a frend to discuss counselling tonight, with a view to going with my husband to counselling as I really feel I need the support. Might be strange to include him but he's so supportive that I think it will be good. At least he will then know what's been discussed and also how I'm feeling after, so that he can support me in the best possible way.
I have a free diary at work so if I need time off I won't feel guilty taking it.
All of this frightens the life out of me. That I might be in a lace to deal with the problems of the past and move forward in a positive way. Wjhy should that scare me? It's positive, it's good?
Guess I've been so used to being in a cloud for so long that not having it hanging over me will be strange.
I have 1 1/2 hours left at work and I have no idea what I'm going to do until the end of the day. I'm nervous and I just want to get on with things but then I don't oh boy I am so confused.
Right, focus for half hour at a time I think.
God bless all.
Liz
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