Thanks Duck. I appreciate your response.
I like the idea of positive risk taking. I guess I already do it in a way as I have a couple of volunteer roles on the go and am looking for paid employment. Those are positive risks, right?
My care team are against paid employment as it's the pressure that makes my symptoms escalate. I can't live on the dole forever though, can I? I feel like I've been retired before I've started. I don't want this to be my life.
I shouldn't complain. I'm really very well. Like I said, I live a full and active life. It's just that I seem to have this cloud hovering over me and I'm waiting for it to rain.
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