i do still have a carer with me, ok i will try and tell her when not feeling safe. but they getting worse and worse the are, its getting to hard to fight them now. just listen to them do what they want? dont feel safe at all.
my hurts did need medical attention *nods* but now the voices want me to destroy all that, im trying so hard to fight them but i dont think i can anymore.
*cuddles into you* they keep saying im evil and satans child and that i dont deserve to be helped and loved by anyone. its true isnt it? i got the devil in me, just wripping me apart bit by bit.
want tablets to work dont want to be like this anymore it getting bad it getting so bad no more please no more, stop please stop
*curls up rocks and cries*
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