I'm so sensitive about anything SI-related. I can't even hear someone say "I cut myself [accidentally]" without doing a double take. If the topic gets to suicide or self harm ever I just try to avoid the conversation. It kills me. But not enough people know I cut. And people say things without thinking. It's like they just don't get how serious it really is. I am so not emo. And I am a cutter. People just don't understand. It's sad that it took me cutting to understand.
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