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I always feel alone
I'm always feeling lonely, even when I'm at church and I have the best people around me. I feel like a burden to them especially with certain things and so I draw back. Some of the youth from my church went on a week away in easter and I spent most of the time on my own because I felt so alone and unwanted.
I'm simply this...
Used, Abused, Confused,
Humliated, Discusted
I'm NOT Ok,
I'm FINE,
F***ed Up
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
I'm all alone in this huge world.
I've felt like this since I was 4 and I lost my brothers best friend, he was like a 2nd bro to me. Loosing him was the start of all my problems. I know that I have God but atm I feel distant from Him, I'm questioning Him which I shouldn't be... I just want to feel loved.
God Bless You All, You're all in my prayers
Ami x
Last edited by On.My.Way : 04-06-2007 at 09:48 PM.
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