Yeah I know I'll need my fiancee with me, I hate that he's still got that hold over me...that sounds awful doesn't it. I love my finacee and I want to spend the rest of my life with him, but I don't think I'd trust myself that he wouldn't just be able to say all the right things and then I'd fall for all his BS again and do something I regret. I think thats my biggest fear, and then I feel guilty for thinking that...
Anyway thank you for your advice guys.
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