Thanks so much for responding to me. I guess I'm feeling a little better today. Nighttime is often hardest. When I called my therapist I asked him not to call me back, so he hasn't called today. I'm glad he hasn't called. It was such a whiny and pathetic message. Today I am working on getting some exercise and sleeping. I want to lose weight, even though I probably don't need to. Maybe a bit. I want to lose 25 pounds. I hate being hungry. Ugh. But it's also a way that I can take control of something! I feel out of control. Life is just pulling me along. Guess I'm still not getting better. I don't know what's wrong with me. :(
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