[Aardbei]

Oh god. They watched the CCTV. They've decided they don't want me to drive until I have an assessment with the boss. It's tomorrow morning. He was lovely and told me not to be anxious but I am a wreck right now.

I'm shaking and I feel sick. I'm so embarrassed, I feel like I've ****ed up so badly. The whole office is probably talking about me and thinking I'm incompetent and useless. I have to go to a party for a service user later and they're all going to be looking at me. I just feel awful. Sorry for the misery party.