UPDATE: I told Ben, my boyfriend, first he seemed like he wanted to kill Rodney. But then he made it seem like I wanted it and I jsut felt bad for cheating. I should have faught him off, but I was scared and exhausted and just wanted to go back to bed. Ben said if I don't want to file a report then I need to get over it and focus on my school.
I can't stop thinking about it. I should have done more. Ugh, I feel so stupid and worthless. I just seem like I can't do anything right.
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