I'm so sorry your struggling Jodie. I'm really really worried about you because your not making much sense and I fear you are/will fall away from reality.
I just keep thinking that I can't wait to move down there so I can look after you.
It is really scary because there is only so much mor weight you can loose and only so long you can avoid (i know your not meaning to avoid) psychological support for the stuff that happened.
What happened was not your fault. "No" means no. "I don't want to" means no. "get off" means no.
Either way what happened, who ever is to blame, it is disturbing your functioning so you need help. They would not offer the support if they didn't have the space.
Please take it. Please.
Also you need to tell your team your weight. You know you need to. Your on your way to dying and you need to be helpped but can't be till you tell them. Sometimes you wear baggy clothes it is hard to tell your size in baggy stuff (like it would anyone) so you need to tell.
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