I've struggled with depression for a good few years now and sometimes I really have no good reason for feeling horrible I just do and so I use cutting as a punishment. Mostly though it's because I'm angry. My family situation isn't exactly settled or supportive...we don't talk to each other we shout at each other. There's always an arguement and it just makes me really angry. I find cutting really soothing. I just feel so calm when I do it and I like that feeling. Maybe it's a control thing, I don't know.
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